#5 I really do feel horrible.

So Yoshi woke up around the time that Aa-chan left, so that was nice. Problem was, Things were SUPER awkward between us. I could bot help but notice that he looked...nervous when I walked in the room. I tried to tell myself that I was just imagining things, but I knew that I was probably seeing things correctly. I could hardly blame him. I had basically turned into a demon...thing right in front of him. On top of that, Eliana ended up attacking him, and he slept for a pretty long time. I felt bad. So I Tried to talk to him, The silence was just too awkward.

"Uhm" Was the first thing I said, if only to break the silence. Then I Just went right in and said, "I know you probably hate me now but --" I was not able to finish my statement. "I hate you." My heart fell ten stories when he said those words. My world had ended in that split second and I wanted to die right there. Yoshi was my closest friend, the one I trusted the most. I could not belive what I had just heard and as it turns out, I didn't have to. He Stood up from the couch and put his arm around me. "Now cheer up so we can be friends again!" Normally, I woul have killed him for scaring me like that, but I was just so relieved, tears even welled up in my eyes as I nodded at him with a smile.

After that whole ordeal, I led him to the dining room where we sat down and talked about what happened. I found myself apologizing every fifteen seconds, Which seemed to get on his nerves as he said he was okay every time. He did give me details though. Apparently I turned into a girl with Platinum white hair and a black dress. I am assuming that's what Elianna looked like. Yoshi said She looked just like me, which I had already figured but whatever. He says that Elianna Grabbed his arm and he Felt all this energy build up, but he couldn't move and it was painful. When she let go, He fell and that was the last thing He remembers. So exactly what DID happen?


I'm going to figure this out.

~Nanami

#4 I am a terrible person.

Well wouldn't you know? Eliana almost DID kill Yoshi....I think. I never know what happens outside of my dreams at night, But I found him on the ground at the park this morning out cold. I am Almost possitive I did that.

So I was the lucky girl who had to drag him home. And let me tell you, I had my fair share of concerned glances. Funny how people judge, But no one bothers to ask. Anyway, I couldn't possibly rake him to HIS house In that state. His mom would have flipped. So I carried him (Note that I am not strong AT ALL.) Over to my place, Where he is now on the couch in the next room. Akari is Behind the couch staring at him (Creepy if you ask me), waiting for him to wake up.

I have NO IDEA how to face him now. I ---

I think Aa-chan just left...I should go check on Yoshi. 

Later
~Nanami

#3 I want you to know, Life is amazing.

So once again I fall victim to the clutches of sleep during mu Language class. It's the one class that me and Yoshi have together. So he woke me up after calling my name a few times. He asked me if I was planning to stay at school all weekend, and of course if I did that there might not be a school to go back to on monday. After that, I came REALLY close to having my cover blown.

Yoshi: You have been sleeping alot lately, are you okay?

Me, getting nervous: Oh no, it's nothing.

Yoshi, seeing right through me: Don't give me that.

So by now, I'm scrambling for an alibi to give him, since I have no idea how he's gonna react to Eliana.

Me: okay fine. I've staying up late....(Now I'm REALLY thinking hard, when I come to a brilliant solution.) ...Practicing for a go-kart race!

Okay, okay, not the greatest excuse but it was the only thing i could think of, so unless you have a better idea, I suggest you suck it up and read on.

Of course, he didn't buy it, but at least he chose to leave it alone. We walk home together ( he lives about three houses away from me) and I guess I looked depressed or somthing (not far from the truth) because next yoshi said, "Y'know you can tell me." Yikes. Not getting out of that one. He can always tell if I'm lying. If I lie to him now, he will think I don't trust him and his feelings will get hurt, not that he will admit it. So here it is:

I am going to tell Yoshi.

so here I am at home, waiting to go to the park where I'll be meeting Yoshi right before sunset. Let's hope Eliana does not kill him.

Wish me luck!
~Nanami

#2 I really don't know how to title this.

Hey, I can use my ePhone to post things. :D

 I wanna keep this blog up, so I will post when I can.

Anyway, I just woke up from my little nap in chemestry. The girl that sits behind me (Maoko? We've never actually talked.) had to poke me till I got up. It's not that science bores me or anything--well, Kinda-- But ever since the 'other me' (Who shall henceforth be known as Eliana, since that's the name I always hear in the dream) Started appearing, I've been pretty sleep deprived. Why? Because well, y'know, only half of me is sleeping at night. So I've been falling asleep in class. Huh. I could have sworn this post would end up being longer. Oh well.

Ive decided To sign all my posts, even though I'm the only one ever posting. Well, i guess if I ever tell Yoshi about Eliana, he can post stuff too.

~Nanami

#1? Do I have to be creative with titles?

Okay, so I'm new to this blog thing, but I figure that one day someone will read about my *ahem* adventures and I will become rich and famous.

I should probably start by introducing myself.

Hi, my name is Nanami, and I am 16 years old. I live with my little sister, Akari, and our mom, but she is almost ALWAYS on a business trip so I take care of Aa-chan most of the time. My best friend name is Yoshi (yes, like the dinosaur.) and he is about a month older than me. Uh.....what else....I live in a small town, but not small enough that everybody knows everybody else. Er...Me and Yoshi are third-years in high school, and Aa-chan is second-year in Junior high. ... Am I leaving out anything? I don't think so...

OH YEAH.

I think I get possessed or somthing at night. I know it sounds EXTREMELY far-fetched, but I swear I'm half deamon or somthing. It would make sense, since I don't know my dad. The only reason I think I know it happens is that Every night for about a month now, I've gotten these wierd dreams where I feel myself moving, I feel energy, but I cant see anything besides platinum white hair, some times a section of a flowing black dress. And even then it's really blurry. There are cases where I even hear things outside in the -erm- "real world". Stuff like screaming. And that's never good.

So I'm thinking about telling Yoshi, but I don't know how he'd take it.

Oh. It's almost sunset. I should tell Aa-chan good night and get out of the house. I DEFINITELY don't want her to know about this. It would be the WORST thing if she became afraid of me. So uhm...don't tell her, okay?

Am I supposed to sign this or something? Might as well.
~Nanami